An enigma. My predicament. The paradox. Your riddle.

So, here I am, still in my pj's with my nasty hair pulled up in a bun. Thinking that I really need a shower.
Ugh.
I really do need a shower.

"I'm listening to the new song "Crazy" I forgot the artists name. I have to agree with the title of that song though. Everything's been crazy, and I haven't been in my right mind. Actually, when have I ever been in my right mind? Pssh. I think it's practically normal for me to be OUT of my mind. And saying things I don't mean, good or bad. Like saying "I love you." Those three simple words can change your life, and somebody else's life too.
You can mean it, or fake it.

I feel like I'm defrauding somebody when I tell them I love them, and don't really mean it. It's horrible really. Ah well. I know I don't mean it...and it's unfair to him. It's all a lie.
It's even worse when he says "I Love You" and I don't believe he means it either. I'm not sure if he's half-hearted about it, or he really does mean it. But why should I expect him to really mean it when I'm the one being half-hearted about it?"

The Diary of a Simple Mind.

Pssh.