The drama of a teenage girls life.

These past few days have been flying by. Filled with emotional "highs" and "lows", new people, new experiances, and new feelings. Tonight at twelve-oh-clock midnight I shall officially be sixteen years old. Funny, I don't feel any different. But different things have been happening to me. The goods and the bads...
My "home" life is a mess, I don't think I preformed a full "house cleaning" in months.
My studies have lagged behind, and I know I'm falling behind.
I'm growing closer to my friends.
I'm learning and expanding-ish.
I'm gaining weight! Haha.
I haven't read a book in weeks.
So far, my miniworld is made up out of family, friends, boys, and ddr. Yesh.

My friend, Mrs. Sheri, let me borrow a book which is helping me out so much, "Emotional Purity: An affair of the heart." Lately I've been getting closer with a few friends of the opposite sex. I have no idea how it happens. But I'm in pretty deep now...and it has become the center of attention. Things have become a whir of confusion, thoughtfulness, new sensations, feelings I don't want to give away to any boy, saying things that may change my life forever, doing things that may change my life forever, not intentionally leading boys on, wanting more and more to fall in love with the man God chose for me.
I think I threw myself into this mess way to early.