Kneechii

my unofficial online journal of my days, feelings, thoughts and spazms of randomness.

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Update...updatay!

Looky here!
My latest kitchen disaster.

I don't have a picture right now, my little brother swiped the camera before I had a chance to upload the picture.
Ah, so yes, I burnt my dinner today. I was cooking ribs...*sighs* It was nice and juicy too. Ah well, I saved it just in time, just before it was up in flames. Nah, it was just really really black. -_- *sighs*

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Air Show.

The Thunder Birds. WHoooooooooot!
Me and my boy Wilford.
Wilford and Ann Marie.
He's a pimp. And he knows it.

Friday, October 06, 2006

The many faces of me.


You'd be surprised. Trust me, if my parents are surprised. You'd be surprised. We're all surprised!! Yay us! (*cough* myspace photo's *cough*)I'm experimenting with photography. So, when my brothers wont pose for me...I pose for myself. A little hard, and I take billions of pictures before I'm satisfied with the photo. But, I always figure out how to use the camera
Dylan claims this picture is very "ASIAN". I look chinese don't I?
Pssh. I know, It don't look like me at all... Says my parents.
Everybody likes this photo, although I look like a prep. No clue why everybody likes this photo either. NO idea...personally, I think it looks weird. Yeeeaah. Experrrrimenting with MAKEUP!! Scary, I know. I was copying my friend Tori and her makeup style. And a bunch of other people's makeup style. This seems to be the new "eye liner" thing. But personally, I don't think it looks good on me. My mom said I looked like a gothic vampire. And I couldn't agree more. Bucketed! Yip, I played with this picture.

I *heart* this guy. Yeah. Sorry. But I do <3

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

An enigma. My predicament. The paradox. Your riddle.

So, here I am, still in my pj's with my nasty hair pulled up in a bun. Thinking that I really need a shower.
Ugh.
I really do need a shower.

"I'm listening to the new song "Crazy" I forgot the artists name. I have to agree with the title of that song though. Everything's been crazy, and I haven't been in my right mind. Actually, when have I ever been in my right mind? Pssh. I think it's practically normal for me to be OUT of my mind. And saying things I don't mean, good or bad. Like saying "I love you." Those three simple words can change your life, and somebody else's life too.
You can mean it, or fake it.

I feel like I'm defrauding somebody when I tell them I love them, and don't really mean it. It's horrible really. Ah well. I know I don't mean it...and it's unfair to him. It's all a lie.
It's even worse when he says "I Love You" and I don't believe he means it either. I'm not sure if he's half-hearted about it, or he really does mean it. But why should I expect him to really mean it when I'm the one being half-hearted about it?"

The Diary of a Simple Mind.

Pssh.