Kneechii: September 2006

Otaku! Otaku! Otaaaakuuuu!

Absoballylootely! Yes, I am obsessed with Anime and Manga. And I have disentangled myself from the "real world" AGAIN. I am officially living in a dream world. Everything I want and dream of is...well...fake. Bleh. Surprisingly, I am very happy and content about that. The real world was so complicated you know! And the boys were just soo...sooo, annoying! Now, with Anime, I can just sit and stare at the t.v. and drool in peace. And in Manga, I can just read, and look and drool in peace. If I ever did that in real life the guys would think I'm MAD or something or other. Plus, I hardly ever drool over "real" boys. Unless they're actors... TOTAL differnt story. Pssssh. I want to watch another anime movie!

-_-

meep.

Being random...

.happy.happy.happy.

I realized that I haven't posted anything really interesting these last few months. I apologize, and I won't use the old boys,homework,busy excuse. Let's just say I've been a lazy bum. Which I have been! Haha!
*glares*
How DARE you call me a lazy bum! WHAAAT? How DAAAARE you say that I said that, when your really the one that said that, why would I say that? How could I say that?
Blehck. Nevermind that.

I didn't really begin this week very well. My alarm went off at 7:30. I crawled slowly towards my cellphone (the alarm, it works very well because usually I think somebody's calling me! heh.) I turned off the alarm, and crawled back to bed. I groaned and covered my head with the blankets and went back to sleep. I woke up at 9:40, but I didn't get out of bed till 9:50. Haha! Took me ten minutes.
And instead of doing my homework. I go straight to the internet. I was dying to look at a message one of my friends sent me. The message containing five very important words that sent me laughing my head off last night. I just HAD to look at it again. It made my day, and made me very happy. So I can safely say I had started today on a good beat.

I promise I'll post more better things later! HAHA! Yeaaah right.

Humm...

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The drama of a teenage girls life.

These past few days have been flying by. Filled with emotional "highs" and "lows", new people, new experiances, and new feelings. Tonight at twelve-oh-clock midnight I shall officially be sixteen years old. Funny, I don't feel any different. But different things have been happening to me. The goods and the bads...
My "home" life is a mess, I don't think I preformed a full "house cleaning" in months.
My studies have lagged behind, and I know I'm falling behind.
I'm growing closer to my friends.
I'm learning and expanding-ish.
I'm gaining weight! Haha.
I haven't read a book in weeks.
So far, my miniworld is made up out of family, friends, boys, and ddr. Yesh.

My friend, Mrs. Sheri, let me borrow a book which is helping me out so much, "Emotional Purity: An affair of the heart." Lately I've been getting closer with a few friends of the opposite sex. I have no idea how it happens. But I'm in pretty deep now...and it has become the center of attention. Things have become a whir of confusion, thoughtfulness, new sensations, feelings I don't want to give away to any boy, saying things that may change my life forever, doing things that may change my life forever, not intentionally leading boys on, wanting more and more to fall in love with the man God chose for me.
I think I threw myself into this mess way to early.